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Jireh.
that's jai-ra for you.
it's Hebrew,but i'm not.
15 years old.
Glendale School;Quezon City Science HS;Dr.Henry A. Wise HS
Love.Faith.Unity.Peace.Courage.Fidelity
Darwin.Curie.Curie.i don't know what's next.
10th Grade.
Filipino.
singing.reading.drawing.internet.daydreaming.eating.
Jpop.Jdrama.Kpop.books.manga.anime.
House MD.
JAPAN.
Yamada Ryosuke = ♥

God.memories.books.love.

HAPPY SUMMER~

tomorrow is supposed to be my last day in school but i won't go because they're just gonna let us stay in the cafeteria.-______-
so yeah.
happy happy summer!
i'm not doing anything this summer,and i probably won't be able to go home.D:
i'm really gonna miss my teachers.
especially Ms.Brown(Art),Ms.Jenkins-Johnson(Bio),Dr.Young(English) and Sir Salvo(Algebs).
but i'll super miss our bus driver,Mr.Diggs.
i'm known as Konnichiwa in the bus.[nickname courtesy of Mr.Diggs.:D]
everybody calls me that.
my bus is cool,and most of my busmates are cool too.
Manika,Akeyla,Mandy,Lauren,Brooke,Nancy,Shaheem,O'Shean,Tony,Tony-tone,Niza,Dallas,Raven,Lola,Ebony,Destiny,Cici,Kenneth,Kimoni,De'Antre and other people[i forgot their names.-_-]
Mr.Diggs always likes to tease my other busmates,and he loves to call out to people in the street,just for fun.
hehe.
it certainly was fun.

i watched Scrap Teacher Ep.8 awhile ago,and i felt..uhmm..weird.
maybe because Ryo-kun "saved" Taki-sensei while riding a horse.
he was like a prince~
then he played tennis,kinda like Ryoma.
yieee.
he really is a prince neeee~
and i totally love his expression when the girl "confessed" to him.
LOL.XD
but i kinda agreed with him when he wanted the class to know the truth.
i mean,Ozaki would feel really bad because she knew she got a high score not because of her abilities and her efforts to study, but because of that selfish principal.
if the class were to know that,they would still support her, right?
i'm sorry Irie and Yoshida,but i side with Takasugi.LOL.
but i was surprised when the principal revealed his motives to Matsuo-sensei [you're still cute even if you're snobbish here.i still like you better as Sho,though.:D].
i didn't see that coming.
but i feel bad for Takasugi.
he's alone now.) :

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i don't feel safe at my school anymore.
there was a fight in our classroom today.
it was so violent.
this guy kept on beating up my classmate, and he was kicking and punching him really hard.
there was so much blood.
i wanted to cry and throw up at the same time.
it was just too much.

how am i supposed to feel safe if i know that anytime a person wants to beat me up, he/she could do it?
that's why i don't talk much.
call me an anti-social,but i'd rather have no friends than have potential enemies.

*sigh*
i'm really really really reeeeeeeeally stressed right now.
i want to cry.
it's almost summer break,but we still have a lot of work to do.
i still haven't finished my Art project,and i have to do a powerpoint presentation for Biology,and my groupmates want me to edit our uber crappy video for English,plus i have to learn three songs for Piano.
i feel like i have to do everything, like some weight is on my shoulder and i have to get it off.
i don't know what to do anymore.

all i know is that i have to get straight A's this school year,and the next,and the next,and the next.
God,i need a break.
send me to the Philippines,please?

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this one's gonna be long.
don't say i didn't warn you.

wooh!
only 2 more weeks, then summer!
yatta!

demooooooo~
i have so many things to do.
i still have to draw Mona Lisa and The Lady with an Ermine two times.
yes,two.
i'm not Leonardo da Vinci.-__________-
then i have to go to a classmate's house tomorrow for an English project.
and i have to complete my 80 question study guide for World History.
and i have to finish my Art mobile.
and i have to learn three songs for Piano class,which i don't know how to play because my teacher is always checking her mail and shopping online during class.
and i have to research for my Biology bioethics project.
help me Lord.

about that,i'm confused.
how the heck can i defend an issue i really, really hate?
me and my groupmates have to convince our other classmates that humans evolved from monkeys.
tae.
we didn't evolve from monkeys.
the Bible said so.
why are monkeys still monkeys today if they evolve?
why are there even monkeys today?!
help me Lord.

but anyway,i'm kind of pressured.
no,scratch that.
i AM pressured.
tons of assignments + parent's raised expectations [i was surprised they can go higher] = STRESS.
my mom and dad,who won't accept a B even in a progress report, just raised their expectations!
because of this article from the PGCPS website:
Gi-Ann Acosta, with a cumulative GPA of 4.17, has earned straight A’s throughout her high school career in Oxon Hill’s Science and Technology program. She will be attending University of Maryland-Baltimore County and majoring in pre-med, and is aspiring to be a radiologist. To date, she has earned $86,000 in scholarships to help fund her college career. Acosta was also captain of the Oxon Hill High School swim and tennis teams, the president of the International Club, and the president of the school’s Science and Technology Advisory Board.

now they want me to have straight A's throughout my whole high school career [which is my target,BTW].
and extra-curricular activities.
and a college scholarship to Johns Hopkins, or University of Maryland, or Georgetown, maybe even Harvard.
it sounds nice, but it's kind of...overwhelming.
especially since that girl above is most likely a Filipina.
and because procrastination keeps kicking in.
like,right now.

and another thing,i seriously want to cry.
my mom's going home this summer.
she already booked her flight,i think.
she needs to renew her visa,and Canada is definitely out of question,so she needs to go to the Philippines.
i want to go toooooooo.
if i can't go home this summer,i can't go back anymore.
oh life.
i wish roundtrip plane tickets would fall from the heaven.
help me Lord.

and i'm trying to learn Nihongo now.
but since i don't have money,i'm depending on free stuff.
online stuff.
my mom doesn't really approve of me liking Japanese stuff.
thinks it's a waste of time.
so i obviously cannot depend on her to buy me books.
so yeah.
this is the ultimate self-study.
help me Lord.

P.S new layout!:D
and Gabbi,you seriously need a comment box.
i wanna talk to you about your posts~ ;P

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gawd.
i saw him like three times this day.
he was standing by the door to his classroom in third period, talking to his friends.
they were talking about musical instruments.
besides the guitar, he said "i also play...," then he made this silly gesture with his hands like he's playing the piano.

he's so cool~
not as in bad-ass cool, but as in mysterious cool.
:3

and yeah, i was wrong.
his hair is not auburn.
i learned that auburn is actually dark blonde.-_-
his hair is some kind of orange color.
it's really awesome.
it looks so pretty on him.
yieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.*faints*
LOL.

actually, i'm really happy i got to see him.
i was so stressed.
for the past three days, i've been sleeping at 4am.
i had 4 projects due.
2 projects, Health and Biology, due last Friday.
i didn't pass it yet because i got sick and stayed home.
then i got 2 projects due today.
there's an Art collage, which is so not easy as it looks, which i passed awhile ago and earned some love from my favorite teacher.:]
and i have the English soundtrack for Romeo & Juliet, which i haven't passed yet, because i haven't finished my CD cover yet.
she said i could pass it tomorrow morning.*thanks Dr.Young!*

so yeah.
i'm currently happy.
my cold is passing, and i think my grades are now safe [i just need to learn how to play Cielito Lindo] aaaaaand only few more weeks before summer.
Memorial Day, which is yesterday, kind of officially marks the start of wearing summer clothes.
some people are actually cleaning their pools now and hosts pool parties.
happy days.
now i wish i could go to QueSci before you guys graduate.

haaaaaa~
i feel like a great burden has been lifted of my chest.
*sigh*

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i'm currently stuck in bed.
with a bottle of pills.
*i feel like a bedridden House*
but i must relate yesterday's events.
mwehehe.

just when i thought i'd never see him anymore, there he was.

i saw him!
first thing in the morning.

i was waiting for the administrators to allow us to go to our lockers, so i stayed in front of the cafeteria.
then i saw the ever familiar auburn hair.
i was so happy i almost cried.
LOL.
i really thought he was transferred to another school.
which is possible even in the last days of school.
then i thought i'd be satisfied by seeing him once a day.

then, i saw him while going to my locker in the afternoon.
i walked beside him for like, 7 seconds in the hallway.
i went in front of him afterwards, because i'm so embarrassed for unknown reasons.

theeeen, i saw him in the cafeteria during lunch.

and finally, he walked by our schoolbus during dismissal.
he even glanced at the window where i was sitting.
i doubt that he saw me, though.
but yeah, now i know his bus number.

052.

*kilig mode*

and yeah, there's a moment i forgot to mention in my previous blogs.
last whenever, i was sitting in my usual seat in the cafeteria, and i was looking around.
i noticed he wasn't there at his usual spot.
then minutes later, i suddenly turned around [dunno why] just in time as he looked up at me [did i say that he always walks with his head down?].
we were like,"oh."
do you know how freakin' awesome that is?
yieeeee.>w<

so yeah.

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i just had a recollection.

i remembered my first crush in this country because of this guy:

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there was an awards thingy tonight at school.
yehey.
i got a surprise award.
outstanding excellence in English.
oha.outstanding na, excellent pa.XD
[my teacher once bragged to another teacher that i was her "best student ever".:3]
how ironic.
i am foreigner but i got an award in English.
LOL.

so yeah. first we went inside the Performing Arts building.
artworks were displayed everywhere!
one of my artworks is displayed,too.:)
then we went inside the auditorium.
we waited for like 20 minutes before the program started.
then program started and blah blah blah, awards were given, blah blah blah.
then i got my award, blah blah blah, and i discovered the 4th Filipino in school.
you see,there are only 4 1/2 Filipinos in school [as far as i know.]
which includes me, ate Bea,some Bustamante girl, a half-Pinoy guy, and the newly discovered Valerio guy.
his grandmother even congratulated me.
haha.
after the program,we had some light refreshments.
apple cider and apricot juice [i thought i was gonna be drunk.XD], some yummy brownies, and this dark chocolate covered strawberry.uber delicious. good times.


i didn't see Mr.Cute Guy today though.
he must be absent.T-T

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3 seconds.
3 small seconds.

funny how 3 seconds of eye contact with my Mr.Cute Guy made me all giddy.
giddy, as in, to the highest level.
i couldn't stop smiling like, from third period until now.
yes, my jaws are hurting.
it was so kilig.
LOL.haha.

this is what happened.
i was inside the piano room, practicing and stuff.
then some guys were playing by the door.
when they opened it, BAM! there he was leaning on the wall across the room.
then..uhmm...i looked at him,then he saw me.
or i think it's the other way 'round.
but anyway, there it was.
THE moment.
then i needed to go to the choir room.
so i went out, said hi to Nancy by the door, and passed right in front of him.
with my head bowed of course.
ehehe.

but it was really kilig.
so i'm quite in a good mood today.
yieeee.

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hmm.
what time is it in Japan?
about...6 am?
well then.

HABERDEI MY BELOVED YAMADA RYOSUKE!

he's 16 now.
*sniff*
he grew up so fast.

mwahaha.
anyway, i had an super marvelous fantastic day today.
because i had another straight A, our awesome principal prepared a buffet for people who got straight A's.
we had chips and dip,friedcatfish[hito.LOL.],beef barbecue,corn,fried chicken,baked beans,coleslaw and other good stuff.
it was yummy.

and i met some wonderful people.
i'm so proud of myself.
i introduced myself to a WHOLE room.*while people are looking at me while saying "she's so cute~","awww" and "hey Tammy[a Japanese girl],she looks like you!"*
then i talked to a group of at least 5 people without stuttering.mwahaha.
so yeah,we were like,7 in the group.
this guy that has the locker on top of mine,an Art classmate,a Piano classmate,a German guy and three others.
they were hilarious.
we were helping Micayla[i'm not sure of the spelling],my Art classmate, study for her quiz in Algebra 2.
it was like Revenge of the Nerds:Battle at the Banquet since we were debating whether to simplify (-5+35i)/10.
but it was fun.
we talked about swine flu,scholarships,the school, and different stuff.
and my World History teacher gave me a hug before i left the classroom.
she said she was proud of me.*cries tears of joy*
so i am in a pretty good mood today.
:]

and yeah,more and more people started noticing that i exist.
they say "hi" to me in the hallways now.

the only bad thing is that i didn't see my Mr.Cute Guy today.
-_-
i saw him yesterday though.
the exact moment i opened the door of the Piano classroom,he passed and looked at me.
maybe he thought i was gonna hit him with the door

and the schoolbus was awfully quiet today.
now THAT was unusual.
my schoolbus was always noisy,with Mr.Diggs messing with other people and checking out the people walking down the street, and girls spewing off profanity like a fountain.
so yeah,it was really quiet.

but i'm happy for this really,really awesome day.

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Franceeeeeeeees.
i'm jealous.

she knows her cute guy's name.
i still don't know mine.
i've been looking at him since the start of the school year,but i still don't know his name.






imma describe him though.
he's skinny.
and kinda at my height.
his hair is auburn.pretty.he's easier to spot this way too.XD
and he's white.*no,i'm NOT racist.*
he's quiet.he rarely talks,and i never heard him curse.
his voice is good too.
and he plays the guitar.or a bass,i think.

how do i know all these things?
well,i see him everyday.
i see him in the hallways,his band classroom is next to my piano classroom,and he sits behind me during lunch.
so you see,i'm NOT a stalker.
and if i'm a stalker,then i shouldn't have a problem knowing his name.
i should even know his birthday,where he lives,his GPA,and his grade level if i'm a stalker.
LOL.

he's so cute~
mwahihihi.

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i got my third quarter report card today.

straight A's!
mwahahaha.

sorry.
i just wanna brag.
LOL.

okay then!
1 quarter and 3 more years of straight A's to go before i get a scholarship!

thank you teachers.
for shopping online during class

XD

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this is an awesome day.

i totally slacked off in school this morning,no schoolworks.at all.
we just watched a movie.
IN.EVERY.SINGLE.PERIOD.
mwahaha.
we watched "I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings", the life of Maya Angelou, in English class.
then "Slumdog Millionaire" [awesome movie] in Algebra 2/Trig. class.
then "Ratatouille" and "Drum Line" in Intermediate Piano class.
then the original "Aladdin"[i have never seen that before.:P] in Art class.
so yeah.
i figured i should have brought popcorn for lunch.XD
besides the fact that i had to run back from my bus to the Choir room for my lunchbox,which i almost forgot,this turned out to be one of the best schooldays ever.

and yeah.
i had a good time during the bible study tonight.
lotsa people,but everything went fine.

i wish there would be more days like this.:)

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