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Jireh.
that's jai-ra for you.
it's Hebrew,but i'm not.
15 years old.
Glendale School;Quezon City Science HS;Dr.Henry A. Wise HS
Love.Faith.Unity.Peace.Courage.Fidelity
Darwin.Curie.Curie.i don't know what's next.
10th Grade.
Filipino.
singing.reading.drawing.internet.daydreaming.eating.
Jpop.Jdrama.Kpop.books.manga.anime.
House MD.
JAPAN.
Yamada Ryosuke = ♥

God.memories.books.love.

still can't see the sky.

ne,sinong merong serial number ng Plants vs. Zombies?
pahingi naman oh.
thanks.:)

i have this epal of a classmate in AP Government.
we were discussing political cultures,and the differences between the political cultures of Korean Americans and Japanese Americans.
then a girl said,"why we gotta know all that?" then she said something like,"Asians all have small eyes,they can't see which is right or wrong".
something like that.
my other classmates were like,"oooooh!that's racist!"
she said,"listen to this-", then my teacher cut her off and said,"no,i will not listen to what you're saying,because your statement can offend a lot of people."
i didn't like what she said.
i'm not Japanese,or Korean,but i am an Asian,and saying that we don't know what's right or wrong isn't right at all.
it's not good to be racist.
there are a lot of Filipino teachers in my school,and some (i'm not saying all) of the students insult and discriminate them because of their accents.
i know,cuz i see it.
they don't do it to me though,because from the start,i've established myself as someone they definitely cannot play with with those type of things.
but still,it feels sad that they can do those things when they know what it feels like to be discriminated.
pssssssh.

and yeah.
welcome back Riin!
i hope you did good on your perio.:D
sfter all,you studied hard,right?
you deserve a high grade.^_______^

okaaaay,gotta go~
still need to pass a Fashion project before grades go in the system.O_o let's go the top,shall we?

the sky is still weary.

i wonder,are we really connected by a red string?
or am i just imagining it?

i hope you're always happy. let's go the top,shall we?

if i'm asked to describe life in just one word,it would be this:
BULLY.

life is a big,bad bully.
it's good and happy when it leaves you alone.
but most of the time,it trips you,then you stumble and fall.
then of course you stand up and brush off the dirt,stronger than before.
but there are times when life takes you by the collar, and dunks your head in the toilet.
you struggle and fight,but in the end,you still inhaled the dirty toilet water.
i know it's unfair.
life is unfair.
and this, this big,bad bully called life is gonna be here as long as we live and even beyond that.
it never ends.
the best thing to do is to hope that the bully is in good mood,day after day.
though it rarely is.


oh.
and evidence is found that Ryo and Mariya has matching bracelets.
my chest hurts right now but i can't really do anything about it,ne?
life has scored another point.
i wish for your happiness,Ryo-kun.

credits: vrawr @ lj

baka.
how can i look at the sky and think of you when even the sky is so troubled? let's go the top,shall we?

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today my little bubble of happiness popped utterly. let's go the top,shall we?

i really had weird dreams this past two days.

the other night i dreamed about Mr.Cheese.
we were at a party,and then he said,"Jireh,you're not eating anything?"
then i smiled at him and said,"no,i'm okay."
he said "ah,that's no good.come here."
so i went where he was and i noticed he dyed his hair black.
still cute.:D
then he said,"you can sit here,i'll get you some food."
then my dream ended,because i had to go to my room (i was in the family room).
but i dreamed about him again as i settled on my bed.
i was at his house,and i was helping with stuff.
his mom doesn't approve of me,but he's trying to convince her.
the dream went like that,him trying to show his mom how helpful,dependable and responsible i am.
in my dream,his name is Daniel and he's 16 years old.
random,ne?
ahahaha.XD

the dream i had today is not really about me.
but that segment of my dream started in a room full of my Quesci classmates.
i went to the window and saw a formation of people outside.
it says "ARMY REST",which apparently means "Happy Foundation Day" (i know it's weird.)
then Cute (Riin,remember him?) came up beside me and *takes a deep breath*
hishandbrushedmyhandandhesaidi'msorryandIsaiditsokaythen*gasps for air*
heheldmyhandanditfeltniceandawfullyfamiliarbutidontknowwhy.O_o
anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay,as i said,this is not about me.
i saw Denise.and Luiz.
they are,you know,a couple.
which is super weird,because we used to tease them.
they looked really happy.
then i talked to her and said,"i never imagined this day would come"
she said,"things happen,you know"
then her evil stepmother came.
turns out that she has a Cinderella life.
and her ESM is forbidding her to see Luiz.
Denise looked like she was about to cry,but she just said okay.
she said she can't do anything about it.
i felt so enraged,like,it's so unfair!
but i never got to do anything about it cuz my dad woke me up.
it was soooooo weird.
but i felt happy.
because i saw the Denise x Luiz thing happening,even if it's only in my dreams.*grin*
:D let's go the top,shall we?

recent JUMP sightings!

★ Yabu Kouta & Inoo Kei @ LaQua
I dropped by LaQua and met JUMP's Inoo-kun and Yabu-kun. We shook hands. Both have such small faces and are so tall they stand out. Female,29
[small face?i don't get it.]

★ Okamoto Keito @ Hanzomon Kudanshita Station
He was in uniform and sleeping! Beside him was a friend☆. Female,14

★ Nakajima Yuto & Ohgo Suzuka @ Harajuku
I saw Nakajima Yuto-kun and Ohgo Suzuka-chan enjoying themselves shopping! Yuto is so tall and his face is so small!! Female,14
[haha.Yuto and Suzuka.
makes sense,since they're classmates.
i wonder how the fans will react?]

also:
★ Matsumoto Jun & Inoue Mao @ Ikebukuro
I saw Matsumoto Jun and Inoue Mao-chan! They looked like they were on very good terms and enjoying themselves. Female,34
[hooray for Jun and Mao!]

★ Yamamoto Yusuke @ Roppongi
He was walking with an older woman. Yusuke-kun looked tipsy and the woman was mad at him. He's a blond now! Female,23
[blond?O_o]

★ Mizushima Hiro & Oguri Shun @ Fuji City, Shizuoka
Mizushima Hiro and Oguri Shun came to my hometown to film for the new Monday at 9 drama. They came to a local soba shop. Female,26

★ Aiba Masaki @ Roppongi
I met Aiba-kun at Roponggi. I told him,"I went to the National Concert in the rain." He looked apologetic and said,"Thank you very much." Such a nice guy! Female,47

★ Kikuchi Fuma @ Shinjuku Station
I saw Kikuchi Fuma from B.I Shadow walking at Shinjuku Station with a friend. He had a beige cardigan on. His back is unexpectedly broad but his face is really small. Female,15
[again with the small face.-___-]

★ Domoto Koichi @ Suzuka Circuit
I saw Domoto Koichi-kun at the F1 Grand Prix in Suzuka Circuit. He was politely greeting the officials. Female,31

★ Nakama Junta @ Mint Kobe
I saw Nakama Junta-kun at Mint Kobe today. He was with a girl but they took different lines midway. Female,26
[Junta...ah!it's Ichi of Gokusen 3!:D]

★ Nakayama Yuma & Uchi Hiroki @ Kyocera Dome
They were sitting at the specially reserved seats on the last day of Arashi's Osaka concert. They looked embarrassed when the MC introduced them. Female,24
[oh it's Yuma.i don't care.XD]

★ Nishikido Ryo @ America Mura in Osaka
I saw Nishikido Ryo-san around Amemura in Osaka! He's surprisingly small. When I went to talk to him and it turned out to really be him, I was surprised! Female,14


credits: unleashthegeek @blogspot let's go the top,shall we?

something really bad happened yesterday.
two things.

one,we heard aloud shout from the first floor when i was in Art class.
our teacher didn't let us snoop because he said he wanted to keep his job.
it turns out that there was a huge fight.
i didn't see it,but a witness told my class what happened.
there were two guys fighting,the other is small and has a bony head.
they just came out from lunch so there's many people who saw it.
suddenly,the bigger guy picked up the smaller one and slammed him on the floor.
the small guy just lay there,with blood coming from his head and mouth.
he was twitching in his own blood.
i was happy i didn't see it.
but i was scared cuz it might be one of my scary busmates.
i'm really scared to go to school.
-___________________-

the second thing is quite personal,but i'm willing to share if someone would listen.
maybe not here though.
maybe somewhere.
D: let's go the top,shall we?

sa mga tao sa mundo.

pwede bang wag niong sabihin na wag akong maging defensive?
paano ako hindi magiging defensive kung lahat na lang ng gagawin ko,or sasabihin ko,may mali?
simple lang naman yung sinabi ko,pinalaki na kaagad.
kumakanta lang ako,maingay na?
sabi ko lang pahiram sandali,demanding na?

kuso.
i really don't like dealing with difficult people.
D:< let's go the top,shall we?

after consecutive hiatuses,i'm back to fangirling again.
hooray!

i recently learned some things that Ryo and I have in common.LOL.
so here it is:
~loves star gazing but can only spot Orion
~30 minute showers
~love of meat
~hate of haunted houses
~not a morning person
~doesn't want to be praised too much
~wants to be woken up nicely in the mornings
~has a music box in the room
sorry for being so shallow,but i admit that i'm quite pleased.
i won't say that we're meant to be or stuff like that that most fangirls say,of course.
but i'm happy!
^______^

私はすぐにお会いしたいと考えて!
待ってくれ ね?

and it's funny because Ryo and Chii decided to call their duo YamaChii instead of YamaYu.
YamaChii.
it felt like they just acknowledged member-ai.
XD

credits: smalltownsburns @ lj



quotes for the day:
"《John》You seem to appear in my English text book a lot but, who the heck are you!? (laughs)" - Yamada Ryosuke, Yama-chan Keyword Encyclopedia

"In that case, stop hiding my underwear when I’m taking a bath!" - Daiki Arioka (talking to Ryo), Duet 09 let's go the top,shall we?

i'm not super sure if he's really a tenth grader but i sure hope he is.
so yeah.
when i entered the cafeteria,he was standing right by the door so i passed by him.
then the guard signaled us to go to our lockers so i turned around,and he passed in front of me.
i was blushing like maaaaaad.
and then i went to my first class, AP Government (dun-dun-dunnnnnnn).
it turned out that my teacher wasn't in the classroom yet,so i waited by the door.
i had this habit of looking around me (slash people watching).
then i saw the orange hair.
the awesome orange hair.
he was standing two doors away from my room.
i felt my cheeks warm up.
we were like that for a while,standing and looking around.
then i saw the door open and he went inside.
luckily,my teacher came at that moment too.
(fast forward>>>>>)
two days later.
i passed by the door again.
he wasn't there,he's probably inside.
i looked at the door as a walked by.
on the door,pasted in bold,black,rounded letters:
ENGLISH 10.
i almost jumped up and down in delight.
mwehehehe.
VICTORY!
LOL. XD

and oh yeah,it's Cheese because of my sister.
used to call him Carrot.
but one day,my sister asked,"ate,nakita mo ba ngayon si Mr.Cheese?"
i decided Cheese is better than Carrot.
therefore,he is Mr.Cheese.

the grade level is not much but at least i know one fact about him.
that's better than nothing,ne?

YATTAAAAAAAAA! let's go the top,shall we?

dang.
i got some spam comments huh?
pssh.
whatever.

life's boring,as usual.
i wanna go home.
and i wanna watch Ryo's new drama,but it's not on Mysoju yet.
aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww.

and oh yeah,did i ever tell you guys i got transferred to AP Government?
i got transferred because of my former teacher's recommendation.
AP means Advanced Placement.
it means college level classes in high school.
it means intense study sessions.
it means eyebag-producing-head-aching-teeth-grinding-i-wanna-throw-my-freaking-pencil-and-scream-this-is-Sparta level hard level of difficulty.
when i got my first assignment,read 45 pages of font size 10 studies of the American Government and take notes on it(so i can catch up on the class) in 4 days(technically 2,because i have bible study on Saturday and church on Sunday),i almost cried out of frustration.
the assignment yielded 20 pages of notes.
beat that.LOL.
and i had to take notes on The Federalist Paper no.51 by James Madison, too.
it's so freaking hard because Madison speaks deep English.
i finished the homework because i had a dictionary beside me.
i'm so ashamed of myself.D:
i can do better than thaaaaaat.

i'm sorry for being so dull.
maybe i'm gonna get new ideas for blog posts when i get my laptop back.

so please bear with me,ne?
so yeah.
gotta go make a brochure for Spanish class.
didn't do it yet.D: D: D: let's go the top,shall we?

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR!

yo people.
i'm back.
after 33 days.
wooooooooooooh.
na-virus na naman kasi yung pesteng pc ko.
buti andun si Kuya Jay to the rescueeeee.
but i'm still using my mom's pc.

so many things happened.
so imma try to summarize what happened in the last month in some posts.
tomorrow,maybe.
but first of all, BELATED HABERDEI ELAINE!
i've been missing a lot of berdeis.D: D: D:

aaaaaand...i read your post Riin-chan.
about Ryo and that Mariya girl.
i feel mad.and sad.and somewhat guilty.
i feel mad and sad because yeah.you all know why.
but then,i feel guilty cuz i know i'm not supposed to be like this.
i'm supposed to be happy for him.
but you can't really blame me.
it can't be helped.
D:

so yeah.
anyways,i'm kinda celebrating now.
i know Mr.Cheese's(formerly Mr.Cute Guy) grade now!
mwehehe.
he's in 10th,too.^_^
kwento tomorrow.

gotta go.
i need to get ready for bible study.
ja! let's go the top,shall we?