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Jireh.
that's jai-ra for you.
it's Hebrew,but i'm not.
15 years old.
Glendale School;Quezon City Science HS;Dr.Henry A. Wise HS
Love.Faith.Unity.Peace.Courage.Fidelity
Darwin.Curie.Curie.i don't know what's next.
10th Grade.
Filipino.
singing.reading.drawing.internet.daydreaming.eating.
Jpop.Jdrama.Kpop.books.manga.anime.
House MD.
JAPAN.
Yamada Ryosuke = ♥

God.memories.books.love.

Hi.Haberdei to my ichiban.
I'm sorry but I'm not really dedicating this blog post to you.
I know,I know.
You're seventeen now.
And I hope you're doing very well.
More power to you.

Today is miserable.
My youth leader had to tell us that since we're not attending the church,we can't go to their bible study anymore.
I know it's to protect us,and erase all suspicions of freeloading, and I think what they did was right.
But it hurts so much.
It does.
They're not just ordinary people that I know; they're family.
They helped me adjust to this foreign place when I thought I didn't belong.
I owe a lot to them.
When we transferred to another church,I thought,"At least I still get to see them on Saturdays."
And now,the thought of not being able to see them ever again makes me miserable.
It's sad.
Like leaving Philippines all over again.
They're the only true friends I have here.
The moment Kuya Mike called me,Ponjie,and Josh,I knew what he was going to tell us.
I said,"I don't want to."
But I can't really do anything,could I?
It hurts so flipping much.
And I didn't even get to say goodbye to MJ and Mitch.
And I'm really sorry Micah if I upset you.
I'm really sorry.
It's just...I'm always losing my friends.
I mean,I know you guys are always there for me,but it's different when we don't see each other.
I'll always love you people.
I will miss you all. let's go the top,shall we?