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Jireh.
that's jai-ra for you.
it's Hebrew,but i'm not.
15 years old.
Glendale School;Quezon City Science HS;Dr.Henry A. Wise HS
Love.Faith.Unity.Peace.Courage.Fidelity
Darwin.Curie.Curie.i don't know what's next.
10th Grade.
Filipino.
singing.reading.drawing.internet.daydreaming.eating.
Jpop.Jdrama.Kpop.books.manga.anime.
House MD.
JAPAN.
Yamada Ryosuke = ♥

God.memories.books.love.

uwa.uwa.uwa.UWAAAAAAAAAA~

Yabu-mama will have a new drama!
it's called Ninkyo Helper.
SMAP's Kusanagi Tsuyoshi is the main character, and Yabu will play a character called Yozan, a yakuza underling.
Kusanagi will play the boss of a yakuza group. As part of training, his group's parent organization orders all of its subordinate bosses to work as nursing helpers at an elderly institution.
it's a comedy.
i thought it was action at first.

Yamamoto Yusuke will play Izumi Reiji, a helper at the institution AND Mukai Osamu will be Takada Kazuki, which i think, is a host[again].
i'm so very happy~
after Atashinchi no Danshi,i'm thrilled to know that Masaru and Sho will be meeting again[i hope]!
hihihihihi.
and i'll be expecting very much from Yabu~
LOL.

here's the CM:

Yabu's the guy in bed.XD
the CM looks kinda weird, but i hope it's good~

credits: kiwi @ JUMPstart.

OT: Mukai Osamu also has a new drama,it's the live-action of Futatsu no Spica[Twin Spica].
i used to watch that anime.haha.
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guess who?
OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.






it's my sanban!
kawaii ne~

credits:nakajimae @ lj.
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i saw this uber cute plaid skirt in Kohl's.
it was so cute i almost cried.
LOL.joke.
but i really, really, really want to buy it.
but it's expensive.
44 dollars.-_-
and it's so short.
i'd probably buy it if i have over the knee-high socks.

oh,and i tried it out at the fitting room,
i matched it with a white layered blouse,and it looked awesome!
my mom wouldn't let me buy it anyway.
T - T let's go the top,shall we?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Atashinchi no Danshi's already finished.T - T
demo,it's okay because Sho x Chisato prevailed.*yatta!*
and it's a happy ending since they all came back to Trick Heart Castle.:D
there should be an SP!
SP SP SP SP SP SP SP SP SP SP SP!

thanks Zed for being my watching buddy.LOL.XD
and thanks Drama Crazy for subbing~^ _ ^ let's go the top,shall we?

AH!

i forgot something important.
i didn't know it was Inoo-kun's birthday on the 22nd.
gomen for neglecting you.T - T

HABELATEDBERDEI INOO-KUN!

Labels: Inoo Kei, JUMP

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i read the Popolo 0908 article about Yama-chan.
we have the exact same likes for a date~

gawd.
i love Ryo-kun so much.XD

credits to:itsu_made_mo @ lj.
thankyou so very much for translating.:)
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watching Akuma no Koi by Nakayama Yuma with B.I.Shadow.
that's the theme song of the upcoming new drama Koishite Akuma~Vampire Boy.
Nakayama will be this young vampire who attends a human high school and falls in love with his homeroom teacher.
Nakajima Kento and Shintaro Morimoto will be in this drama too!:3

are?
where the heck is Takahata Misaki?
who's this Yugo Kochi guy?
why does B.I.Shadow have to be Nakayama's back-ups?
and i know Nakayama is from Hey!Say!7 West in Kansai,and not to be biased or anything,but there's only two Hey!Say!7's i accept:Hey!Say!7 temp and the regular.
sorry.:P

anywaaaaaaays,i miss JUMP.
D:
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HAPPY SUMMER~

tomorrow is supposed to be my last day in school but i won't go because they're just gonna let us stay in the cafeteria.-______-
so yeah.
happy happy summer!
i'm not doing anything this summer,and i probably won't be able to go home.D:
i'm really gonna miss my teachers.
especially Ms.Brown(Art),Ms.Jenkins-Johnson(Bio),Dr.Young(English) and Sir Salvo(Algebs).
but i'll super miss our bus driver,Mr.Diggs.
i'm known as Konnichiwa in the bus.[nickname courtesy of Mr.Diggs.:D]
everybody calls me that.
my bus is cool,and most of my busmates are cool too.
Manika,Akeyla,Mandy,Lauren,Brooke,Nancy,Shaheem,O'Shean,Tony,Tony-tone,Niza,Dallas,Raven,Lola,Ebony,Destiny,Cici,Kenneth,Kimoni,De'Antre and other people[i forgot their names.-_-]
Mr.Diggs always likes to tease my other busmates,and he loves to call out to people in the street,just for fun.
hehe.
it certainly was fun.

i watched Scrap Teacher Ep.8 awhile ago,and i felt..uhmm..weird.
maybe because Ryo-kun "saved" Taki-sensei while riding a horse.
he was like a prince~
then he played tennis,kinda like Ryoma.
yieee.
he really is a prince neeee~
and i totally love his expression when the girl "confessed" to him.
LOL.XD
but i kinda agreed with him when he wanted the class to know the truth.
i mean,Ozaki would feel really bad because she knew she got a high score not because of her abilities and her efforts to study, but because of that selfish principal.
if the class were to know that,they would still support her, right?
i'm sorry Irie and Yoshida,but i side with Takasugi.LOL.
but i was surprised when the principal revealed his motives to Matsuo-sensei [you're still cute even if you're snobbish here.i still like you better as Sho,though.:D].
i didn't see that coming.
but i feel bad for Takasugi.
he's alone now.) :

Labels: Chinen Yuri, Daiki Arioka, school, Scrap Teacher, summer, Yamada Ryosuke

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i finished Gokusen 3 SP last night.
i cried again, though it's not much of a tear-jerker as the last episode of Gokusen 3.
the guys finally graduate!
hahaha.
an awaited moment.
this is actually my most favorite Gokusen installment.
especially because this is Takaki Yuya's first big role and it's the starting point of my discovery of Hey!Say!JUMP.
i'm very thankful.XD

anyway,i really liked it.
i had a lot of Takaki-is-so-awesome-I-wanna-squeal moments.
LOL.
and there's this new guy, Tamamori Yuta aka Takasugi Reita .
besides the fact that his character's last name is the same with Ryo-kun's in Scrap Teacher, he's also a member of Kis-My-Ft2, a Johnny's Jr. group.
he's so cute~
*fangirl mode*
imma listen to their songs.
ehehehehehehe.

Labels: Gokusen 3, Takaki Yuya

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HABERDEI ROEL!

tae ka.
i miss you.XP
o ayan ha,sakto na sa araw.
wala nang reklamo.
sana humaba ang buhay mo at tumaba ka nang tumaba.
mwahaha.:D

Labels: birthday

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i don't feel safe at my school anymore.
there was a fight in our classroom today.
it was so violent.
this guy kept on beating up my classmate, and he was kicking and punching him really hard.
there was so much blood.
i wanted to cry and throw up at the same time.
it was just too much.

how am i supposed to feel safe if i know that anytime a person wants to beat me up, he/she could do it?
that's why i don't talk much.
call me an anti-social,but i'd rather have no friends than have potential enemies.

*sigh*
i'm really really really reeeeeeeeally stressed right now.
i want to cry.
it's almost summer break,but we still have a lot of work to do.
i still haven't finished my Art project,and i have to do a powerpoint presentation for Biology,and my groupmates want me to edit our uber crappy video for English,plus i have to learn three songs for Piano.
i feel like i have to do everything, like some weight is on my shoulder and i have to get it off.
i don't know what to do anymore.

all i know is that i have to get straight A's this school year,and the next,and the next,and the next.
God,i need a break.
send me to the Philippines,please?

Labels: fight, school, stress

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this one's gonna be long.
don't say i didn't warn you.

wooh!
only 2 more weeks, then summer!
yatta!

demooooooo~
i have so many things to do.
i still have to draw Mona Lisa and The Lady with an Ermine two times.
yes,two.
i'm not Leonardo da Vinci.-__________-
then i have to go to a classmate's house tomorrow for an English project.
and i have to complete my 80 question study guide for World History.
and i have to finish my Art mobile.
and i have to learn three songs for Piano class,which i don't know how to play because my teacher is always checking her mail and shopping online during class.
and i have to research for my Biology bioethics project.
help me Lord.

about that,i'm confused.
how the heck can i defend an issue i really, really hate?
me and my groupmates have to convince our other classmates that humans evolved from monkeys.
tae.
we didn't evolve from monkeys.
the Bible said so.
why are monkeys still monkeys today if they evolve?
why are there even monkeys today?!
help me Lord.

but anyway,i'm kind of pressured.
no,scratch that.
i AM pressured.
tons of assignments + parent's raised expectations [i was surprised they can go higher] = STRESS.
my mom and dad,who won't accept a B even in a progress report, just raised their expectations!
because of this article from the PGCPS website:
Gi-Ann Acosta, with a cumulative GPA of 4.17, has earned straight A’s throughout her high school career in Oxon Hill’s Science and Technology program. She will be attending University of Maryland-Baltimore County and majoring in pre-med, and is aspiring to be a radiologist. To date, she has earned $86,000 in scholarships to help fund her college career. Acosta was also captain of the Oxon Hill High School swim and tennis teams, the president of the International Club, and the president of the school’s Science and Technology Advisory Board.

now they want me to have straight A's throughout my whole high school career [which is my target,BTW].
and extra-curricular activities.
and a college scholarship to Johns Hopkins, or University of Maryland, or Georgetown, maybe even Harvard.
it sounds nice, but it's kind of...overwhelming.
especially since that girl above is most likely a Filipina.
and because procrastination keeps kicking in.
like,right now.

and another thing,i seriously want to cry.
my mom's going home this summer.
she already booked her flight,i think.
she needs to renew her visa,and Canada is definitely out of question,so she needs to go to the Philippines.
i want to go toooooooo.
if i can't go home this summer,i can't go back anymore.
oh life.
i wish roundtrip plane tickets would fall from the heaven.
help me Lord.

and i'm trying to learn Nihongo now.
but since i don't have money,i'm depending on free stuff.
online stuff.
my mom doesn't really approve of me liking Japanese stuff.
thinks it's a waste of time.
so i obviously cannot depend on her to buy me books.
so yeah.
this is the ultimate self-study.
help me Lord.

P.S new layout!:D
and Gabbi,you seriously need a comment box.
i wanna talk to you about your posts~ ;P

Labels: art, expectations, Nihongo, Philippines, procrastination, school, stress, summer

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i feel guilty.
T-T

i heard a news that Tantei Gakuen Q will be shown in the Philippines.
instead of being happy that my ichiban will be more famous,
here i am sulking and being selfish.

what kind of person am i?
AM I A BAD PERSON?!



and oh yeah.
GO SHRIVEL UP SOMEWHERE, YARAKASHI.
why do you always have to make JUMP's life miserable?
you're lucky you guys are in the same country as them, and that's what you do?
make them sad?
what kind of fans are you?
you guys are the worst.
Chii-kun is doing his best to adjust to his puberty stage, and you're mocking him for it?
how could you?
it's not his fault!
YOU ARE SO INSECURE.
well, Frances said it the best way.
seriously,go away yarakashi.
you anger me.
we hate you.kthnx.bye.

Chii-kun,we support you.
we love you, and we're always here for you.
not matter what happens, you'll always be my niban.:D

Labels: Chinen Yuri, JUMP, niban, yarakashi

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Labels: grab, QueSci, scientian

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For your every 'no' answer, add 1 to your score.
no 1. Do you feel guilty if you cry in public?
no 2. Do you think crying is a sign of weakness?
no 3. Do you think men and boys should be encouraged to hide their tears?
no 4. Do you feel embarrassed if you find yourself crying while watching a film or reading a book?
yes 5. Would you try to hold back your tears if you were attending a funeral?
no 6. Would you distrust a politician who shed tears in public?
no 7. Do you think that tears are an unnecessary expression of emotion?
no 8. Do you always try to hide your disappointment?
no 9. Do you get embarrassed if you see grown men crying?
no 10. Would you pretend that you had something in your eyes if you were unexpectedly discovered crying?
no 11. Do you always try to hide your anger?
Total: 3

For your every 'yes' answer, add 1 to your score
no 12. Do you tend to brood about things which make you angry?
yes 13. Does your temper even get out of control?
yes 14. Has your temper even got you in trouble?
yes 15. Do you believe that it does you good to get rid of your anger?
yes 16. Would you allow someone to comfort you if you were crying?
no 17. Do you get cross quite easily?
yes 18. Do you touch someone you love at least once a day?
yes 19. Do you enjoy physical signs of affection?
yes 20. Do you ever get broody when you see small babies?
yes 21. Would you happily hold hands in public with someone you cared for?
yes 22. Do you enjoy being massaged?
yes 23. Do you regularly tell those whom you love how you feel?
yes 24. Have you ever had a pet of which you were very fond?
yes 25. Do you enjoy being kissed and hugged by people you love?
yes 26. Do you ever laugh out loud when you are watching funny films?
yes 27. Do you ever tap your feet while listening to Music?
yes 28. Do you often have the last clap at concerts, sports events and the like?
yes 29. Do you ever shout encouragement to sports or TV heroes?
yes 30. Can you remember when you last really laughed and enjoyed yourself?
Total: 13

TOTAL: 16
Analysis
Score 17 to 30
Your attitude towards your emotions is a healthy one. You aren't ashamed to let your emotions show occasionally, and you will undoubtedly be much healthier because of this attitude. You are likely to be a good social adviser.

Score 8 to 16
You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show, when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face. Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

Score 7 or less
You are definitely very uptight. You really do need to allow your emotions flow out a little. There isn't any thing really wrong in allowing people to know how you feel.

Labels: grab, Mia, test

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i had a very weird dream last night.
it was like watching a movie.
i was watching a scene between Sakura Kinomoto, Li Syaoran and this villain.
all of them were dressed in gothic costumes, and they were in a weird castle.
suddenly,Sakura was struck by an arrow, and was immediately dead.
then i suddenly became Syaoran,just as the villain proceeded to slit my throat.
i felt pain.
i felt my blood gushing out from my wound,and i became conscious of my heartbeat,
rapidly beating,then slowing into a stop.
then my power kicked in.

side note:whenever i have nightmares,i have this special kind of ability to play dead.i can jump off a building,become decapitated,or whatever,but i'm still alive and conscious.

so yeah,my power saved me,and i lay still.
but this villain's assistant saw through my act[first time it ever happened.my power is usually effective.XP] and told on me.
so i ran outside,running so fast,i was running on top of the trees.
then just as the assistant caught me,i teleported to an elders' meeting[which happened in my kitchen.-_-] and told them that someone is trying to kill me.
then they said that i should grab the most important things to me,and they would take me somewhere safe.
guess what i grabbed?
laptop,pictures,camera,iPod,and manga.
*shows what my priorities are.:P*
but the villain appeared,acting all friendly.
so i was scared,but i went to the bus[which would take me somewhere safe] anyway.
*BTW,my wound is kinda healed at this point,but it still hurts*
then i turned back because i forgot my fuzzy slippers.
*my real mind was thinking,"What the heck?I don't even have fuzzy slippers IRL!" -_-*

then i suddenly woke up.
so yeah,lame dream,huh?
but i felt so paranoid today.
i kept on holding my throat,and i kept on stroking the part where the wound was.
gawd.
i can still feel the pain.
-_-

Labels: Card Captor Sakura, dream, paranoid, weird

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HABERDEI JOLINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

labyu always.:D

Labels: birthday, Jolina

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