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Jireh.
that's jai-ra for you.
it's Hebrew,but i'm not.
15 years old.
Glendale School;Quezon City Science HS;Dr.Henry A. Wise HS
Love.Faith.Unity.Peace.Courage.Fidelity
Darwin.Curie.Curie.i don't know what's next.
10th Grade.
Filipino.
singing.reading.drawing.internet.daydreaming.eating.
Jpop.Jdrama.Kpop.books.manga.anime.
House MD.
JAPAN.
Yamada Ryosuke = ♥

God.memories.books.love.

this one's gonna be long.
don't say i didn't warn you.

wooh!
only 2 more weeks, then summer!
yatta!

demooooooo~
i have so many things to do.
i still have to draw Mona Lisa and The Lady with an Ermine two times.
yes,two.
i'm not Leonardo da Vinci.-__________-
then i have to go to a classmate's house tomorrow for an English project.
and i have to complete my 80 question study guide for World History.
and i have to finish my Art mobile.
and i have to learn three songs for Piano class,which i don't know how to play because my teacher is always checking her mail and shopping online during class.
and i have to research for my Biology bioethics project.
help me Lord.

about that,i'm confused.
how the heck can i defend an issue i really, really hate?
me and my groupmates have to convince our other classmates that humans evolved from monkeys.
tae.
we didn't evolve from monkeys.
the Bible said so.
why are monkeys still monkeys today if they evolve?
why are there even monkeys today?!
help me Lord.

but anyway,i'm kind of pressured.
no,scratch that.
i AM pressured.
tons of assignments + parent's raised expectations [i was surprised they can go higher] = STRESS.
my mom and dad,who won't accept a B even in a progress report, just raised their expectations!
because of this article from the PGCPS website:
Gi-Ann Acosta, with a cumulative GPA of 4.17, has earned straight A’s throughout her high school career in Oxon Hill’s Science and Technology program. She will be attending University of Maryland-Baltimore County and majoring in pre-med, and is aspiring to be a radiologist. To date, she has earned $86,000 in scholarships to help fund her college career. Acosta was also captain of the Oxon Hill High School swim and tennis teams, the president of the International Club, and the president of the school’s Science and Technology Advisory Board.

now they want me to have straight A's throughout my whole high school career [which is my target,BTW].
and extra-curricular activities.
and a college scholarship to Johns Hopkins, or University of Maryland, or Georgetown, maybe even Harvard.
it sounds nice, but it's kind of...overwhelming.
especially since that girl above is most likely a Filipina.
and because procrastination keeps kicking in.
like,right now.

and another thing,i seriously want to cry.
my mom's going home this summer.
she already booked her flight,i think.
she needs to renew her visa,and Canada is definitely out of question,so she needs to go to the Philippines.
i want to go toooooooo.
if i can't go home this summer,i can't go back anymore.
oh life.
i wish roundtrip plane tickets would fall from the heaven.
help me Lord.

and i'm trying to learn Nihongo now.
but since i don't have money,i'm depending on free stuff.
online stuff.
my mom doesn't really approve of me liking Japanese stuff.
thinks it's a waste of time.
so i obviously cannot depend on her to buy me books.
so yeah.
this is the ultimate self-study.
help me Lord.

P.S new layout!:D
and Gabbi,you seriously need a comment box.
i wanna talk to you about your posts~ ;P

Labels: art, expectations, Nihongo, Philippines, procrastination, school, stress, summer

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