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Jireh.
that's jai-ra for you.
it's Hebrew,but i'm not.
15 years old.
Glendale School;Quezon City Science HS;Dr.Henry A. Wise HS
Love.Faith.Unity.Peace.Courage.Fidelity
Darwin.Curie.Curie.i don't know what's next.
10th Grade.
Filipino.
singing.reading.drawing.internet.daydreaming.eating.
Jpop.Jdrama.Kpop.books.manga.anime.
House MD.
JAPAN.
Yamada Ryosuke = ♥

God.memories.books.love.

i can't sing.

it's not like i lost my voice or something.
but my mom forbid me to sing.

ridiculous,right?
she forbid me to sing Japanese and Korean songs.
-_-
i hate this.
just because she doesn't understand what i'm singing means that the lyrics are bad.
she says, "sing English songs."
i don't know a lot of recent English songs,so yeah.
i'm kinda keeping my mouth shut for about 2 days now.
i wanna sing.
i wanna sing really really bad.
so bad i wanna scream.

well,wish me luck then.

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June 6,2009

hello earthling!
you have reached my secret blog post.:))
this is really private, since no one ever goes back and reads blog archives [except me].

so yeah,
i want to relate the awesomest dream i ever had in my entire life.
i wish it was true.

here we go.

i was in a room,my Grade 5 room.
then i was wearing a Scrap Teacher uniform,which looked real pretty on me.
then Chinen[also wearing a ST uniform] came up to me and said "whatever,crush parin kita."
i was surprised,of course.
[we were speaking gibberish,but i understood what he said in my head,like in a subtitled drama]
then he walked away.
suddenly,Ryosuke[ST uniform] was beside me!
he said "i'm sure Chii's gonna end up with Amber[no idea who she is]."
then i replied "then who am i gonna end up with?"
he simply smiled and said "me, of course!"
and i was like,OMG.O_O
then we walked out of the room since it's lunchtime.
he was walking beside me, then he looked at the ground and said "...unless you like Chinen."
i stopped then looked at him and said, "Ryo, I..."
i was about to say the 3 words when i saw these guys looking at us.
so i just said,"just wait for me at [i forgot where,i think i said 'rooftop'],i gotta say something important."
then i entered a door to the Coop.
he stood by the door and said,"I will wait for you."
then he disappeared.

the end.
actually,there's more to that,but that was the last moment he was in that dream.
i woke up clutching my bear really hard.
i wish it does become true.
he said it after all.

DREAMS COME TRUE.

Labels: rant, scream, sing

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